phoebe soh

Merry Christmas yo!

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Having fever,sore throat and flu for Christmas was no joke. Sorry that I couldn't entertain most of you guys and that the party wasn't as expected. But I hope you guys had fun? Thank you for all those who came though.

Just as I wanted, I'm going to master how to play the PS3. Whoever is coming my house again, we're gonna have a match man. I'm pretty on it. But my brother is being anti-social with playing with me. And I don't think panadol work any better than just sleeping to cure sickness. I ate 6 panadol and look at me, I'm suffering more. 

You know how when sometimes you're so cold and you shiver unconsciously, you cannot control it? Be in my shoes. I was tortured throughout during mass. 

Merry fucking Christmas, all.

xoxo.

WE ARE THE REASON

As little children we would dream of Christmas morn
And all the gifts and toys
We knew we'd find
But we never realised a baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

We are the reason that He gave His life
We are the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost, He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

As the years go by we learned more about gifts, giving ourselves
And what that means
On a dark and cloudy day
A man hung crying in the rain
Because of love
Because of love

I've finally found a reason for living
Its in giving every part of my heart to Him
In all that I do, every word that I say
I'll be giving my all just for Him, for Him

And we are the reason that He gave His life
We are the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost
He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live
He is my reason to live

ps. this Merry Christmas layout will last maybe bout 2 days? i guess. haha!

am so hungry..
cant wait to reach mary house
and eat..
hahahaha.

gonna countdown to xmas.
lols.
byebye.

Merry Xmas in advance people!

I hate the fact that every breath I take, I cough miserably.
I hate the fact that it's raining but I'm feeling so warm.
I hate the fact that it stopped raining but yet I'm shivering.

I'm-just-staring-blankly-on-my-computer-screen-that-I've-nothing-to-type-so-I-decided-to-type-this-out.

I woke up coughing bacteria out and hearing how wonderful my mom is.
 C: Sir gave the girl $150 for the party later.
 M: Really? You give me the $150. I keep for her.
The next thing I know, my $150 is gone and is never coming back.

Party planning kills the healthy cells in me and form bad ones. Buying presents yesterday was the worst. I had to stand throughout journeys feeling faint and wanting to sit down. Priscilla, I know how you feel. Now that I remembered, I think I'm going to add Lemon in my shopping list. Just in case anyone is drunk and I'm left dying to drag them to a proper bed.

25TH, 2.30AM, MY HOUSE.

I did so many stupid things today.

• I took over 5 cases this morning. ( Being the noob-iest in clan, i took 5 cases while the pro-er people only took maximum2- 3 cases, awesome. )
• Looking stupid is one thing, i fucking screwed up my reports because i've no idea what and how to write.
• I got so depressed that i told AR and samsudin that i gona go toilet and cry, i really did.
• For the whole day i've been busy writing reports doing shitty stuffs- i dont know what- and so busy to even realise i had my bra strap on the floor, awesome.
• I was trembling big time when passing verbal reports yar, and my saliva accidentally dripped out of my mouth. omg..
• I can't stand myself any longer, WHY I MAKE MYSELF LOOK SO DUMB TODAY.
• i fear to go to work tomorrow morning.
• i hate to write reports because i dont know howwwwwwwwww
• i hate to take charge because i've a pea brain and i can't remember so many details at one go.
• i hate to write reports its also because i've to write it fast and it made my handwriting turned so ugly.
• i am so sad.
• i dont want to go work.
• T.T
• Can i have tution on report writing?
• FML.

Bye world.

i can't wait for 25th december 6pm.
i'm gonna celebrate christmas like a family.
the feeling should be awesome!
it's been a long long time i had the feeling of being in a family.

Currently waiting for sleepyheads QIANNY AND MAXXX to get ready! OMG, supposed to meet at 130 and now its approaching 2!

Avatar is like awesome?! I don't mind watching it again :) But it was kinda long, 2h 40min.

I wanna meet the SR people!!! Might have 1S04 outing tomorrow? YX organising LOL. And Saturday 2S04 going Sentosa? Ibrahim organising LOL. Please make it happen all you good people :) :) :) I don't think Christmas at RA's place will ever happen sooo yeah, WAH LAO EH!!! He was the one who suggested it in the FIRST PLACE lor.

Yesterday we went shoe shopping for Yiggie, SHE VELLY MAH-FUN LEH! Cannot wear pumps cos its too flat and it will damage her ankle etc. Some more she's gonna teach History at SAC so she's under the REALLY STRICT J.CHAN. MUAHAHAHA! Gonna crash SAC and totally take a for-once-more-feminine shot of Yiggie. Yiggie teaching History is like omg HAHAHAH BIG JOKE.

Right!!! Its 23 days since the A levels ended and today is 23rd December! 2 days to Christmas, lets not forget the true meaning of Christmas :)

I almost typed Nighto.

I can't emphasize much how poor I am in this state. Not literally poor in $$$ but poor in everything. Okay that doesn't make sense.

Sound Series was pretty alright. My throat is dying, the feeling of having fever is here. Priscilla is finding her frog prince badly that she's giving away $50. Anyone wanna bet that she won't even give the $50? Finding $30 now for her is already pain in the ass, what more $50. Priscilla, action onlyyyy~

Waiting for breakfast to arrive is killing me. I'm hungry and i'm tired. Yesterday night was bad. Haven't felt like I couldn't sleep for hours in a long time. I'm pretty sure that 5AM, I'm awake. I've watched Victoria's Secret Fashion Show 2009 the other night and I'm amazed. I used to hate myself for having funny hips but while watching, I've realized practically half the models have the 'ugly hips' that I hate.



Christmas is coming and I'm not yet in the mood to celebrate. Party plans are pretty screwed up but I guess that's how life goes. Just as you wish, a lot of people are following the trend. Nearly everyone of my friends are 'fishing' for the right time and right moment. Me? I think i'll hold on a little longer. I realized that everyone is either a player, flirt or major asshole. If not, they're just too good that I can't believe it. Is God playing with my feelings?

You eyes says in all,
From what you want to what you need.
I hope it's not lies that you required,
Because this is not what I desire.

fri night met up with fanglin
go over to ikea for dinner
and it was a right  choice made!
haha.

ytd was joey's pre-advance day.
went to to bugis topOne
and sang from 11-5.50.
then mary brought us to this place
for fish soup
and another place for ice-cream.

went iluma and caught "planet 51".

alrights.
just came back from sch
from the interview.

meeting june and fang ltr
at orchard.
:)

"No, I'm not the one to blame. It's you. Or is it me?" Experiencing one of my worst PMS. I've been so bitchy lately and it's so not like me to be like this. And plus I've been taking out on the wrong people. =/ How? It's annoying me as well. I've got to learn how to control it. I've got to learn how to STFU.  

The weather has been cooling but it is always accompanied with rain!

I went running today and I totally cannot take it, ran for only 20min or so then I headed home. Tried out running at the cemetry (which is now exhumed, obviously) so its like a new running place, I kinda miss running around the will run track at SR. I know deciding to run the FULL 42KM marathon is totally on impulse and even I have doubts that I'll make it out alive, but I still wanna try.  Jo recommended that I should try the half-marathon first, but I think paying for full-marathon is more worth it leh! Can run 21km then walk the rest lor. HAHAHA. There's still time till the marathon so can train :)

Right, the holzxzxz are getting boring. I am so sorry if I am suddenly and randomly talking to you on sms or msn or wherever cos I AM REALLLYYYY BORED! The thing is, I find myself talking about relatively the same things over and over again. IRONIC eh, talk about boredom. LOL. I need a job, pronto.

Packing off to HONGKONG on Sunday! YESSS!

Gonna watch AVATAR tomorrow :)

Nighto!

one of the worst feelings in the world is to feel like you have not learned much from your past mistakes. at this age, at twenty-two, sometimes you're inclined to think that you've been through so much, learned from it all, and you're finally ready for the world now. you look back on the way you thought you used to be, and go ahh hahh!, that was hard to go through, but it will never be me again, and you're really optimistic and feeling so accomplished and happy... and then something happens and you do something similar and it's just so... dejecting.

how did things end up like this again?

you don't know,
your heart sinks.

it's such a terrible feeling - to feel like you have wasted so much time in the past, and so much energy. it makes you wonder what you went through all that for and it makes you sigh at the possibility of having to do it over and over again in the future, making the same mistakes, feeling the same way, til you finally learn... if you learn at all.

i know the important thing is to keep moving on, because what else can you do, right.
but i'll be more wary about saying i've learned.

After a post full of angst, I realized there's more to everything.

Elbow-ed at AVA set. Fell down during AVA set.
Touch blank blank blank.

Elbow-ed during Sound Series.
Knocking Marilyn's head.
Thought blank blank blank was friggin' cute(Everybody thinks the same, so I'm not a flirt)
Thought blank blank blank was screwed. (F-A-I-L-U-R-E)
Someone insulted my favourite band.
Someone sang much better after that.
Felt thousand and one blank blank blank.
Priscilla was fucking happy.
Felt weird/wrong/bad/guilty for something.

And all in all, the most torturing and painful part was, my eye capillary burst.
But still, that's not stopping me to hear Bad Romance on repeat mode.

You were as great as what I thought,
But never knew that it could been better.
The distance between us are fairly far,
But this feels like it's hard to settle.

The look on your face was hard to tell,
It was something like you've never sell.
To betrayed your body, your words your heart,
I could feel your love from the start.

To solve the problem I had earlier on, there's only two answer to it.
'Be A Self-Starter'
'Get Along By Getting Along'

  
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY MR YEN!


Bye World.

I thought all my past entries seemed pretty emo and I haven't mentioned this crucial point;
I love you, SL!
I can't wait for 25 Dec, 6pm.

katong laksa. l4d2. awesome place to play. became member of H.I.G.H. starbucks. chill. told them my story. scratch neck - inside joke- play spin the "hottie" truth or dare. took photos in phoebe's iphone. it shld be 8 YEARS. cant wait for 25dec, 6pm

Last week, i was angry sad and emo.
but now life can't get any better.
seriously, i have the best mom on earth!
she bought me L4D2 as a surprise just because i told her life is so routined.
she got me my iphone!
i have the most awesome gang ever!
SL! scratch neck!
and i have a wonderful ward for attachment.

thanks.